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brb, mexico~
and for the record, i hate my internet/lj/whatever else it is that makes lj especially just REFUSE TO WORK RIGHT ON THIS COMPUTER.
:|
see you all in a couple of weeks, bbs <3
and for the record, i hate my internet/lj/whatever else it is that makes lj especially just REFUSE TO WORK RIGHT ON THIS COMPUTER.
:|
see you all in a couple of weeks, bbs <3
- Dancing to:The New Girl In Town - Hairspray OST
I GIVE UP, OFFICIALLY, I'VE GONE TOO LONG WITHOUT CHECKING MY FLIST AND THERE'S TOO MANY OLD ENTRIES
I TRIED, HONEST, BUT I WAS BACK LIKE FOUR PAGES AND STILL NOWHERE NEAR DONE.
/DOES THE EQUIVALENT OF MARKING ALL AS READ
speaking of, everyone should come do plurk. :>
I TRIED, HONEST, BUT I WAS BACK LIKE FOUR PAGES AND STILL NOWHERE NEAR DONE.
/DOES THE EQUIVALENT OF MARKING ALL AS READ
speaking of, everyone should come do plurk. :>
sahufaisfkoasf i forgot to post this yesterday
HAPPY BIRTHDAYFOR YESTERDAY VESTER!
and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAFFLE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAFFLE!
I have too much time on my brain while I'm working. I come up with the most mental stuff. Help me out :B
( The 12 Days of Gundam )
Now, back to work. Probs won't be around until tomorrow, maybe even Monday - have to go straight to my uncle's birthday do, and working tomorrow too. <3
( The 12 Days of Gundam )
Now, back to work. Probs won't be around until tomorrow, maybe even Monday - have to go straight to my uncle's birthday do, and working tomorrow too. <3
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, RICH~~~ <3
- Feeling:
giggly
Happy Birthday, Drakon! <3
Oh yeah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
airue!
Hope you had a great dayand that it's still the 1st where you are, orz
Hope you had a great day
I’m taking a hiatus from the internet.
My exams – my A-levels – they’re coming up in June. If I fuck these up, that’s my life for a good while down the toilet. I need As, both because my parents will kill me if I don’t get them and because I’ll hate myself if I don’t. I know I have the capability, I know I do – I wouldn’t have them as expected achievment grades if I didn’t – but I have to put the work in and I am very much not doing that right now.
I worked it out, you see. It’s not just that the internet and AIM and that are distracting. They are, but it’s more than that. It’s an avoidance technique. I’ve developed a very bad habit of suppressing and avoiding negative feelings, and I’ve only just really realised I’m doing it. I go detached and it makes me more susceptible to distraction – like when I got rejected from my unis, and mum told me I obviously didn’t care because she caught me humming going upstairs, and I couldn’t explain why I’m always doing stuff like that. My mind doesn’t want to deal with the stress of revision or school, so it pushes it away. I end up bumming around in chat or on the internet and then I’ll lie back in bed and think shit. That's probably why I've been so fucked up these past weeks, these past couple of months - Freud did say supression and repression cause mental issues. Freud is something is a dickwad, but he may have a point, it's not exactly healthy :'D. It’s ingrained behaviour, now, but I can at least make the attempt and try to stick to it this time.
So, yeah. I'm out. I'll be checking my email (ucas lol @_@) so if you need me, you can reach me there. But I'm freezing my Plurk karma and shutting all my tabbed Lj windows and signing off AIM for a month. Maybe more, since while this month'll be revision next month is the actual exams.
If I actually keep up with this? See you guys in late June. Stay classy. <3
and now watch as I can't handle it and come back in a week or two, sob
My exams – my A-levels – they’re coming up in June. If I fuck these up, that’s my life for a good while down the toilet. I need As, both because my parents will kill me if I don’t get them and because I’ll hate myself if I don’t. I know I have the capability, I know I do – I wouldn’t have them as expected achievment grades if I didn’t – but I have to put the work in and I am very much not doing that right now.
I worked it out, you see. It’s not just that the internet and AIM and that are distracting. They are, but it’s more than that. It’s an avoidance technique. I’ve developed a very bad habit of suppressing and avoiding negative feelings, and I’ve only just really realised I’m doing it. I go detached and it makes me more susceptible to distraction – like when I got rejected from my unis, and mum told me I obviously didn’t care because she caught me humming going upstairs, and I couldn’t explain why I’m always doing stuff like that. My mind doesn’t want to deal with the stress of revision or school, so it pushes it away. I end up bumming around in chat or on the internet and then I’ll lie back in bed and think shit. That's probably why I've been so fucked up these past weeks, these past couple of months - Freud did say supression and repression cause mental issues. Freud is something is a dickwad, but he may have a point, it's not exactly healthy :'D. It’s ingrained behaviour, now, but I can at least make the attempt and try to stick to it this time.
So, yeah. I'm out. I'll be checking my email (ucas lol @_@) so if you need me, you can reach me there. But I'm freezing my Plurk karma and shutting all my tabbed Lj windows and signing off AIM for a month. Maybe more, since while this month'll be revision next month is the actual exams.
If I actually keep up with this? See you guys in late June. Stay classy. <3
and now watch as I can't handle it and come back in a week or two, sob
LET'S TEST THIS SHIT OUT, CROSSPOSTING FROM NADLEEH @ DREAMWIDTH
add me bitches. :|
as a side note? Apparently I still remember almost all the words to I'll Never Tell off the top of my head. 8)
add me bitches. :|
as a side note? Apparently I still remember almost all the words to I'll Never Tell off the top of my head. 8)
- Feeling:weird
There's nothing quite like the terror of thinking you've locked yourself in the walk-in freezer.
ETA: Nearly forgot, orz. Happy Birthday, Tif and Lumi!
ETA: Nearly forgot, orz. Happy Birthday, Tif and Lumi!
- Hanging out in:work
- Dancing to:some Nightwish song someone's playing on the work computer
♥♥♥
- Feeling:
♥
I JUST REALISED SOMETHING, GUYS.
ME AND
FEL ARE EIGHTEEN NOW
WE HAVE COME INTO OUR TRUE RAINBOW ARMADA POWERS
YOU ARE NOW ALL GAY
ETA: NONE OF YOU SAW THAT FAIL
ME AND
WE HAVE COME INTO OUR TRUE RAINBOW ARMADA POWERS
YOU ARE NOW ALL GAY
ETA: NONE OF YOU SAW THAT FAIL
remind me never to look at spoilers again
oh god not sure if want, for some
VERY MUCH PLEASE NO D8 D8 D8 FOR SOME
oh gods please nooooooooooooooo
;A;
oh god not sure if want, for some
VERY MUCH PLEASE NO D8 D8 D8 FOR SOME
oh gods please nooooooooooooooo
;A;
happy birthday,
grey_athena~ ♥♥♥ have a great day, if you haven't already
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Miki Shinichirou dubbed Aladdin in the Japanese version.
I just listened to a young Lockon sing A Whole New World.
I am...unsure of how to feel about this.
ETA: OH GOD THE MORE I HEAR OF JAPANESE ALADDIN THE MORE I CAN HEAR IT OH GOD
ETA2: .....okay clearly this is a fuck you youtube moment, Miki is the Japanese speaking Aladdin, which explains why I could hear it most during the talking parts.
ETA3:
laneygaga :....... hooooold on a sec
laneygaga: if lockon = aladdin
laneygaga: then that also means lockon = prince ali
laneygaga: and prince ali is a bad and scary man
laneygaga: /backs away from prince lockali
laneygaga: ;A;
cockpuppet: ................
cockpuppet: ................................
cockpuppet: ........................................ .................holy fuck you just proved lockon is ali
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Miki Shinichirou dubbed Aladdin in the Japanese version.
I just listened to a young Lockon sing A Whole New World.
I am...unsure of how to feel about this.
ETA: OH GOD THE MORE I HEAR OF JAPANESE ALADDIN THE MORE I CAN HEAR IT OH GOD
ETA2: .....okay clearly this is a fuck you youtube moment, Miki is the Japanese speaking Aladdin, which explains why I could hear it most during the talking parts.
ETA3:
Oh God, Sunrise, why u do dis. just. oh god.
;A;
;A;
FRIENDS CUT.
Nothing personal, I just realised upon seeing my flist that it's taking me ages to check it and there's too many entries that I'm only half-reading. If I cut you, I just don't think we clicked, or we stopped clicking somewhere, or possibly I did it accidentally and if you think that's the case feel free to comment. ♥ Best of luck in the future. No hard feelings.ETA: Oh, and if you want to take this opportunity for a Reverse Friends Cut too - like, if you want to cut me but haven't found the opportunity, or what - go for it. ♥
failed it.
stupid junction emerging. stupid fucking roundabouts. 12 minors, 2 serious and both on observation because of that fucking roundabout and that bloody junction.
i'd failed five minutes into my test. that's pretty depressing really.
stupid junction emerging. stupid fucking roundabouts. 12 minors, 2 serious and both on observation because of that fucking roundabout and that bloody junction.
i'd failed five minutes into my test. that's pretty depressing really.
- Feeling:
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