okay so i haven't used this thing in forever and this is clearly a wonderful sane thing to come back to with it but i need to post it somewhere and it's entirely plurk's fault.

so. if you haven't played Robot Unicorn Attack yet, play it get sucked in like the rest of us

and then read this 1900+ word monster.

Robot Unicorn Attack:
The Stealth Metaphor for George Orwell's Nineteen Eighty-Four
by Miri
( At first glance, this simple flash game would not seem to have much connection with the infamous work of literature by Orwell. )

No, I don't know either. I was enabled, okay, it's not my fault.

brb, mexico~

and for the record, i hate my internet/lj/whatever else it is that makes lj especially just REFUSE TO WORK RIGHT ON THIS COMPUTER.

:|

see you all in a couple of weeks, bbs <3

I GIVE UP, OFFICIALLY, I'VE GONE TOO LONG WITHOUT CHECKING MY FLIST AND THERE'S TOO MANY OLD ENTRIES

I TRIED, HONEST, BUT I WAS BACK LIKE FOUR PAGES AND STILL NOWHERE NEAR DONE.

/DOES THE EQUIVALENT OF MARKING ALL AS READ

speaking of, everyone should come do plurk. :>

sahufaisfkoasf i forgot to post this yesterday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOR YESTERDAY VESTER!

and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAFFLE!

I have too much time on my brain while I'm working. I come up with the most mental stuff. Help me out :B

( The 12 Days of Gundam )

Now, back to work. Probs won't be around until tomorrow, maybe even Monday - have to go straight to my uncle's birthday do, and working tomorrow too. <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, unspeakingly!

HAVE A VERY MOE BIRTHDAY <3

Happy Birthday, Drakon! <3

Oh yeah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, airue!

Hope you had a great day and that it's still the 1st where you are, orz

I’m taking a hiatus from the internet.

My exams – my A-levels – they’re coming up in June. If I fuck these up, that’s my life for a good while down the toilet. I need As, both because my parents will kill me if I don’t get them and because I’ll hate myself if I don’t. I know I have the capability, I know I do – I wouldn’t have them as expected achievment grades if I didn’t – but I have to put the work in and I am very much not doing that right now.

I worked it out, you see. It’s not just that the internet and AIM and that are distracting. They are, but it’s more than that. It’s an avoidance technique. I’ve developed a very bad habit of suppressing and avoiding negative feelings, and I’ve only just really realised I’m doing it. I go detached and it makes me more susceptible to distraction – like when I got rejected from my unis, and mum told me I obviously didn’t care because she caught me humming going upstairs, and I couldn’t explain why I’m always doing stuff like that. My mind doesn’t want to deal with the stress of revision or school, so it pushes it away. I end up bumming around in chat or on the internet and then I’ll lie back in bed and think shit. That's probably why I've been so fucked up these past weeks, these past couple of months - Freud did say supression and repression cause mental issues. Freud is something is a dickwad, but he may have a point, it's not exactly healthy :'D. It’s ingrained behaviour, now, but I can at least make the attempt and try to stick to it this time.

So, yeah. I'm out. I'll be checking my email (ucas lol @_@) so if you need me, you can reach me there. But I'm freezing my Plurk karma and shutting all my tabbed Lj windows and signing off AIM for a month. Maybe more, since while this month'll be revision next month is the actual exams.

If I actually keep up with this? See you guys in late June. Stay classy. <3

and now watch as I can't handle it and come back in a week or two, sob